Jamocha101
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I would post more often, but
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everything I draw stinks! 
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I deleted a lot of stuff. :(
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Just went back and got rid of a ton of old deviations...and I held myself back from deleting almost my entire gallery...
I just hate that 90% of the things on my account are old and no longer represent me.
Most of it is from a period before I became active again on this site and I look back on it and it's very embarrassing to realize that back then I was somehow comfortable enough with it to publish it. It really bothers me that the visitors to my gallery nowadays are seeing all of that obsolete art and believing that it's who I am when it's not anymore...that makes me sad and flustered.
Just so that people know...I really want my account to start representing me.
I just hate that 90% of the things on my account are old and no longer represent me.
Most of it is from a period before I became active again on this site and I look back on it and it's very embarrassing to realize that back then I was somehow comfortable enough with it to publish it. It really bothers me that the visitors to my gallery nowadays are seeing all of that obsolete art and believing that it's who I am when it's not anymore...that makes me sad and flustered.Just so that people know...I really want my account to start representing me.
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good golly
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Pretty hard to get noticed, isn't it?
Wonder what the big secret is.
Wonder what the big secret is.
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Summurr
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Summer has finally come around. I've been out of school for a little over a week, getting done them arts. Ye.
Just a general update since I realized that my last journal was from quite a while ago. Gonna be working on some projects, but I can't say which ones will actually come through. Promised my friend that I would start drafting Ace of Spades this summer, so I should probably actually do that. Among other ideas are Ajax, U-S-A, etc. Thing is that I'm working alone and that's my excuse.
Not that anybody cares.
Just a general update since I realized that my last journal was from quite a while ago. Gonna be working on some projects, but I can't say which ones will actually come through. Promised my friend that I would start drafting Ace of Spades this summer, so I should probably actually do that. Among other ideas are Ajax, U-S-A, etc. Thing is that I'm working alone and that's my excuse.
Not that anybody cares.
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Inception
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I'm confusing myself trying to think of how to put this. I would like to explain that the reason I don't really elucidate on my deviations or post any really serious journals any more is because it's really just false ego since I'm as unknown as I am. But then, I'm writing a relatively serious journal despite my saying this, while I am simultaneously cognizant of the fact that about two whole people are going to read it, maybe, not including myself, whom I am speaking to right now. So I'm writing a journal about how nobody looks at any of my stuff while cognizant that nobody's going to read it because nobody looks at any of my stuff but still doing it anyway.
So the purpose of this, since I'm speaking to nobody, is maybe just to reassure myself by plotting my thoughts in a specific setting and act like that I'm actually talking to somebody when I'm really not. Inasmuch, if you're a random person who has stowed to my page and is reading it for some reason, know that I'm aware that this is stupid.
But onto what I was intended to talk about, my non-existent audience: prints. In real life, I've had several people approach me, telling me that they would like to buy my work. I have entertained the idea of making money off of my art in the past, and am trying to get to a point where I can do that. I'm also trying to get famous so that a genuinely significant amount of people would like to buy my crap, but that is not for now.
So I might be on here scarcely while I talk to some people and try to get featured and try to acquire prints. Making a name for yourself as an artist is such a long string of last-ditch efforts and hurt egotism, I swear. Oh, but one day you'll see. All two of you people that are probably not reading this. And because I'm trying to force myself to not give two craps anymore, there might be erratic patterns of me quickly drawing/painting random original things (besides my Homestuck fan art, which is the only thing that ever gets me a relative amount of attention) and dumping them here without even trying to get them seen. I just want more original stuff in my gallery. Not that it matters because nobody looks.
I'm actually crazy, wow.
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